Psychologists consider a “crush” to last four months. If feelings last longer and get stronger you’re considered to be “in love”.

So, if that is true, can I consider myself still in love? But with someone I shouldn’t be. Someone who should be apart of my past but that isn’t. Or at least I never want them to be.

But this is just plain embarrassing and pathetic. And I need to get over it once and for all.